This cold turned into bronchial pnemonia, however it's spelled and was really sick there for a few days. Went to ER eventually. Got some shots, meds and I'm feeling a bit better today.
It got me thinking though..What happens when I go to my family doctor now? Do I tell him, "Oh yeah by the way, everything in the file that says about family medical history, just erase that." ?
I guess I have to. I know I really don't like it. Whenever something like that comes up in my head it reminds me again of what's going on and I'd rather not think about it so it irks me. I've obviously went into the denial mode of my grief.
What's weird though, is that I'm so much like my parents in weird ways, even medically. I have diabetes like my mom and get lots of bronchitis like she did. She wasn't a smoker though but she did live with one most of her life. We both have terrible circulation and I even have her lack of shoulders. Maybe they're wrong. Maybe this is some kind of a cruel joke.
Maybe I need to go back to not thinking about this right now...
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